Before he left…

Sunday, September 7th, 2008

 For the past weeks, I have been spending alot of time with my batchmates…And seeing them go through ups and downs just makes me feel at home. I can’t remember feeling at home with other people but them…It’s been a while since we get to spend the week together just like highschool. We talked, sleep, eat and play together….and do almost anything under the sun…It hurts me to see them hurting over a past love that seems to revive itself out of a deathbed.

Seeing them also rekindle the past hurt that I am so trying to forget….It is how I lived the 23rd year of my life…So far, it is most painful year I ever lived in…and I don’t want them to experience that…On this same month last year, I thought I will have alot of chances..I thought it’ll never ran out…But it did…

And it was my last chance…The only one I got….And I blew it…

Marl, this is your chance…take it or leave it…do something out of it or blew it…your call…