Officially Closed

Saturday, September 12th, 2009

I wanted a perfect ending. Now I’ve learned, the hard way, that some poems don’t rhyme, and some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what’s going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity. - Gilda Radner

For quite sometime, this blog has been my partner in crime. The words left unsaid were lesser because of this. Some people read this so they would have a lil’ glimpse of me…what’s running in my head…the way I think…and to know the stories of what makes and breaks my heart. But in the end, we all separate.

This blog…whose name is inspired by my bestfriend (he’s the only one calling me bhaybeebhoo…)…whose content were my life…whose pictures were my stories…This is my heart…exposed for the world to read. I started this years ago, and its…it’s just full of pain.

Somehow, I wanted to keep this blog and keep on writing to it, but that’s not gonna happen. This will be my very last post. This is my life. It wasn’t mashmallow clouds and candies, but I loved it. I couldn’t imagine myself being in another story. At this moment, I feel weird. I know that this is the end of something good…but I just wanna hold on. Just for one more second so it can hurt a little more.

Goodbye to the characters in my stories. We were drawn to each other because of our similarities, but our difference set as apart and that we must learn to respect.

Thanks for reading my blog…This was my life…my former stories. But there’s a new one and I’m ready for it.

I loved you.